lost.

finally it's easter term break. but it doesn't feel like a break at all. 4 weeks to my first paper. and 4 weeks (minus 1 day) to BUCS (the most important polo tournament of the year). wth. how do i cope with all these?

4 weeks without training? 4 weeks to do 7 papers? living in my own cave with no money? sigh. FML.

against all odds.

why are all these happening to me! what have i done wrong to deserve all this. Why does God have to punish me in every way.

do i really deserve all these?

please guide me through all these. :(