all good things come to an end.

finally, it's over. happy and sad. but with more of the latter. i didnt imagine it being over so soon. now, 10 march 2008 9.45pm. exactly 24hours ago, we celebrated our glory, at the great hall, imperial college. it was a real success i must say. it was full house, 600+ seats all taken. impressed, really. the audience was spontaneous and fun. it was simply, awesome.

before the we start, chern ern (the president for singsoc)told us this word for word. " guys, tonight is the night that you were waiting for all these while. it is THE night, YOUR night and it's all YOURS. ENJOY and ALL THE BEST!". at that moment, i was really nervous, happy, excited, sad, confused. ironic indeed. but that's emotions isnt it?

there is so much i want to say and write to every single one, but i just dont know how to start. im still feeling it now. the laughter, the applause and cheers from the audience. it was really amazing. even though i missed the first part of the hiphop dance because i couldnt get changed in time. other than that, i thought i was really the best show that i've put up. the best.

now, i kinda miss those long, 'used-to-be-dreaded', time consuming rehearsals. i really miss them. i miss dancing with annabelle, when she will always goes 'oh crap!' for no reason and i always thought i did something wrong. =/.

anyways, i saw her there present at the event. i was surprised and happy to see her, but sadly we didnt talk. it's very awkward between us now i guess, even though nothing happened. it's heart breaking when i see her talking and taking photos with the rest of my friends and we didnt even say high or even passed eye contact. it is sad isnt it? i thought i've already got over with it long ago, but it seemed that i didnt. not at all. i think that was the last chance that i will see her again. i hate this kind of emo emo thing man. it suck. and when you still have so much work waiting for you.

I WANT TO DANCE NOW!!!