catalyst.

just finished my first paper today. management. i doubt i will do well for this. it was the hardest 45 mcqs i ever had in my life. bah. the next paper is in 3 weeks time and 3 weeks after that IM A FREE MAN!

but i have no motivation to mug at all. not like those days before O's and A's. c'mon someone please force meto study. make me do something to mug like i've nv mug before. argh!

and i still haven gotten my paddle! damn. :(

and i still have to settle the housing problem, even though my heart is already set but sometimes we cant be selfish eh? damn.

and now i realised i might have to buy this
since my warranty is gonna expire in 6 months. i need this cos i dont want to pay a large sum to fix my mac in any case that my mac decided to crash. S$629. great.

i want this. i want that. i want everything. but it's so hard to get everything right? why didnt i study harder in jc then, so i could have gotten a better scholarship?

i dont like all this at all. :(

give me something to move me. something fast and strong!