it just goes on and on.

the paper is over. like literally. i was not as hard, not as easy either. and guess what. my morale now is being tarnised all the way to rock bottom. this paper suppose to be a morale booster for me. but it turned out. after that paper, i realised i have TOO MUCH careless mistakes. way too much. silly dumb stupid careless mistakes. about 20% or more? crap.

well, i just have to forget about it and prepare for the next paper on friday. my chance of getting a first is now ≈ 0.