way into it.

first paper down. it was okay. i know i can pass. but that's was not what i looked for. i want a first class. if i have been consistent, or just do the bloody tutorial last term, i could have easily gotten a first. procrastination and plain laziness.

next, today was my radio viva (aka oral assessment). the marker said my radio was good, good reception, aerial, but the demodulation could be better if the RC is higher blah blah.. some points here and there. he gave me a 70%. he said i could have gotten like 80+% if i've done here and there. and he said that was a B+ which i'm still puzzled now.

amazing drive in my these 2 days. must be the first paper, the actual doing of the paper itself gave the drive. u know, those feeling when u just write and write and solve and solve. the kind of momentum that i was longing for all these while. im getting a little of it now. hope it will better soon. i still need to cramp 7 subjects in 1 week+ some days in between. next paper is on this coming wed, and the rest will follow, fast-and-furious-ly. 11 june, 12 noon is the time im waiting for. and the next is 23rd june 9.15pm when i leave london heathrow, and 24th june 5.15pm. when i touch the GREAT NATION which i serve with PRIDE, HONOUR, GLORY and DEDICATION. =/. 1 month 2 days more to go. cheers.