wake me up when september ends.

exactly one week left. i should start packing. sorry guys i have to miss the steamboat. i have something more important on.

sentosa was fun, just that i prefer bball and frisbee to vball.

the next time i will enjoy the sun again will be 9 months later. nine months again.

september is ending, means school's starting. means life starts once again. can this not end yet? pls dont wake me up from reality again. this time is more emotional (and im not emo pls). as in, i feel so much more different that the other time. thinking of the life that i have to scrimp and save EVERYDAY, EVERY PENNY again. that feeling sucks. im not rich, im not spendrift. but i just like to buy the stuff i like, do the things i like without to worry about the financial behind it.

can time please stop now. i want to cherish the time i have with everyone. sorry that i can devote my time to anyone specific.

packing shall start tomorrow. life's go on. why is this time much harder?