school, no life

actually i'm feeling quite lousy now. 6 assignments due end of the term, which is in 3 weeks time.

still alot of catching up to do. damn. this is never ending.

i went to apply for some stuff. and realised my qualification doesnt suffice the system here. i need to go for another course for a redundant qualification, which my personal qualification already EXCEED the expectation of that. what british system. and that course need me to take 1 week off school and cost me £180. no worth it at all.

im really tight (on budget now). i dont like this kind of like to really scrimp and save every penny. and i mean every penny. im worrying for my easter holiday now cos i DONT HAVE any more funds left for that. i still need to pay for my insurance in march which is quite a significant amount of cash. my financial planning sucks, even i got 2 financial planners.

i dread this busy/hectic schedule of mine. i want freedom. total freedom. where is it?