dreams, all gone.

I think what i mentioned earlier, all that things that i want to buy, i cant buy it anymore.

dad's business is facing some problems now and i think i should help. it's really a painful decision to make about not buying the boat which i have been scrimping and saving on for the past 6 months. and even the lens now.

things were so good some time back, now it's really a tough time. :(