free time.

finally i have the time to update this space after 6 weeks. it was like a mad rush for 6 weeks. week after week of deadlines.

actually i still have 3 more week of deadlines catching and after that finish up the last 2 courseworks due end of the term. this is really too fast. I'm so not ready to end my 3rd year so soon. :(

anyway, the reason i'm so busy is because i have to take up this role of helping my club to organise this tournament at the last minute because some PEOPLE are just so incapable and i think i can no longer trust him(them) in running this. and he was one of the guy who ran against me and the current captain for captaincy some 9 months ago.

anyway, speaking of which, people have been trying to convince me to run for the next captain. and i don't know. I wanted to be the captain all these while, but now being in the committee for 9 months and doing so much, i'm kind of tired. really. i don't know.

and guess what, the most important tournament of the year, BUCS (British University and College Sports), which determines the placing of our team in the entire UK, will be on the weekend of 24th/25th April. And my exams are expected to start on the 26th.
The current captain is not EVEN considering going for the tournament cos he's exams are definitely on the 26th and 27th. this is really very depressing.

this year is our best, one and only chance to win something. after playing together for 3 years, training hard together, we will be at our strongest this year(cos most of the team are graduating :(). that will only leave me next year, and i know we wont make it as far. Life is so unfair. :(