what a (short) break!

finally finished my coursework after 4 days of little sleep and mugging.

well it's finally end of term. but it doesn't at all feel like it's the end.

another lab report due in about 1 weeks.

one more matlab coursework end of the hols.

2 business exam papers start of the term.

well, it's not a vacation break after all. :( FML.

move on.

I hate it when all these emo shit start hitting me again.

coursework week this is. madness.

slight hangover now, a little nausea. but it was all good fun last night. not so fun this morning. =/

why can't people just move on. i need to move on too. when it's time to go, it's really time. learn to accept it and move on. i shall.

a series of disappointment.

this is probably the most eventful weekend this term.

Paddlington tournament. It was a mad rush the entire week. 3 hr of sleep everyday. buying of equipment, loading of stuff, setting up of pitches, etc almost killed me.

Lost our first games against our own second team. :(

won 2 others, and drew with one, who were eventually the champions.

lost the semis to our second team again, on golden goal. :(

forfeited our 3rd/4th placing game, because one of our team mates had a car crash just 45 mins before the game, and we didn't want to leave him there, hence giving up the game. :( to be honest, I didn't even think about going back to the game. so cambridge got 3rd through walking over, we won them 5-2 the previous time. =/

so that's the eventful weekend. we're not fated for medals, even though we're set for the champion (or runner up) this tournament. :(

free time.

finally i have the time to update this space after 6 weeks. it was like a mad rush for 6 weeks. week after week of deadlines.

actually i still have 3 more week of deadlines catching and after that finish up the last 2 courseworks due end of the term. this is really too fast. I'm so not ready to end my 3rd year so soon. :(

anyway, the reason i'm so busy is because i have to take up this role of helping my club to organise this tournament at the last minute because some PEOPLE are just so incapable and i think i can no longer trust him(them) in running this. and he was one of the guy who ran against me and the current captain for captaincy some 9 months ago.

anyway, speaking of which, people have been trying to convince me to run for the next captain. and i don't know. I wanted to be the captain all these while, but now being in the committee for 9 months and doing so much, i'm kind of tired. really. i don't know.

and guess what, the most important tournament of the year, BUCS (British University and College Sports), which determines the placing of our team in the entire UK, will be on the weekend of 24th/25th April. And my exams are expected to start on the 26th.
The current captain is not EVEN considering going for the tournament cos he's exams are definitely on the 26th and 27th. this is really very depressing.

this year is our best, one and only chance to win something. after playing together for 3 years, training hard together, we will be at our strongest this year(cos most of the team are graduating :(). that will only leave me next year, and i know we wont make it as far. Life is so unfair. :(

too busy.

sorry, have been too busy these few days. and kind of irritated with the postal services here.

tell you guys more when i can.

FLIGHT2i

I LOVE MY NEW BOAT. IT'S SIMPLY FREAKING AWESOME. :)

touch and go.

I'm back from my 6 weeks long sailing. and i'll be leaving again in a week's time. time is too rush for me. cash is too tight.

GOD PLEASE GIVE ME SOME SPACE. SHOW ME SOME WAY PLEASE.