something good?

yesterday she told me that she got a scholarship. PSC - OMS, under MOE. very happy and proud of her. but she's not coming to london/imperial, instead she's going oxford :)

sometimes i wonder. wondering if things could still work out like before. many people asked me if im waiting, or she's waiting? everything is so stagnant now. it's been five years since something happened. and i always have the thought of us being like before. but it seem so impossible? should i? can i? will i? is destiny already have its own way, or do we have to power to decide what we want? tell me! give me an answer! stay or fly.