no more future.

yes. i just managed to check my results. and yes. it is very bad. this is really heart breaking. i didn't expect it to be THIS BAD. i thought i would be lowest a second lower. but now, i dont even know what range this mark falls into. 53% WHAT THE FUCK. yes. i've lost all my motivation and aspirations. all the goals i have when i graduate are all gone with such a grade at the first year. will i still get my first class end of my fourth year? i doubt so. i still cant believe this. im so screwed. fucking electronics.