things are complicated. really.

yesterday was quite blissful. meet up in the morning. chinatown and dim sum. then roam around for 'chinaman' (nylon red white blue bag), and yes we bought 3 somehow. dont ask why. then went ard looking for my expired film for my desderi. then just walking ard until ard 12 plus. she has to go for her boring british council thing, and i have to go home and for driving later on.

driving was okay. still need to work on my basics. think im doing quite well?

after driving, we met up again. wanted to watch the dark knight at bugis. met at bugis, then my big mouth suggested to go gv cos cheaper? yes wrong move. went to ps gv, sold out. then to cathay, sold out. zzz. then back to bugis, sold out again, left with the midnight show. no choice make do with it. oh, did i mention we walked from bugis to ps? =/

then went for a dinner at some taiwanese eatery, nice beef noodles and milk tea. still have 3 hours left before the movie. zzz. nydc till 11.30. band aid dessert with an ice hazelnut elephanchino. wrong choice. cos i just had milk tea, plus this coffee. it lasted me till 6am in the morning with my brain still fresh, and i woke up at 10 am. cant sleep at all. =/

the dark knight. it was good. joker's smart. batman's loser. two face's dumb. went home after that.

while i was walking on my way home. i was thinking. will this work out? it seems that it's hard. there's still no chemistry like before. im confused. im dejected. im lost. it's complicated. that's life.

im broke now. yesterday after withdrawing some money, i realised my bank is left with 43.58. yes. i have no idea how, why where.

did i overspend this month? i just did some calculation for the next 2 months and i think i might have a hard time. this scholarship's really giving a hard time. 吃不饱， 饿不死。did i choose this path myself. is this what i always wanted? financial management is no fun at all.